Anti Cosmo..........Evil Genious!!!!

´Well this is a lil' part of my life and obviously my sickness lol:

A six months ago, i think, started the problem, i woke up at the morning like always but with a lil' problem: "i had my eyes with make-up, red make-up", (i put this words between quotation marks coz my eyes really seemed with make-up, if you wanna imaginate it just see a pic of gee with his make-up, seriously no kiding)

But weel, coming back to tha story lol:

My mom and my sis just looked me and called me crazy, that didn't bother me coz they call me crazy all the time lol. Anyway, the next day and the next 2 weeks, i was the same way and my mum decided took me  with the doc, but he didn't has idea what i had, he just gave pills for all the month, i don't know why, i didn't felt sick or anything; but the next month when i didn't have any pìlls to take, i kept the same way, with my eyes with "make-up", my uncles and aunts lol told my mom and dad that the wine wents to help me, so they forced me to drink that, (that was really disgusting coz i don't like the wine) but didn't help me either.

All that was happening in the winter so another problem started (btw this will happen all the winters in my life) i didn't even noticed but since the "make-up" all day of the week i was really cold, like a dead, my fingers were purple, and i started to peel off, all my whole body, i looked like a sanke, so my mom took me again with the doc and nothing happened again, in fact, something happened, the doc gave me pills again T_T  .

3 months after that, the doc called my mom and told her something like that: "your daughter has a problem with her heart; her heart doesn't beat strong enough to carry the blood until her fingers or her eyes and we don't know (i think he was talking about another docs) what could we do";

That's the end of my story, alil' bored, don't ya think, but that's it i don't have blood enough, so if i cut my skin i don't bleed, even a drop, maybe is 4 that my violent obssesion for the blood lol

So i concluded that all winters in my life i'm gonna look like a dead snake with red make-up, at least i don't gonna get to do my own make-up lol ^_^